I dont know.. was it PMS?
Menopause?
or was it just plain stress?
my mum went crazy 2day, just came back from work, and she started going berserk over things
such as... my life, my room, my religion, and my attitude...
im like.. my attitude? hold up.. all i did was care and sacrifice.. and my attitude?
but whatever man....
ive been doing their bidding long enough, ill still be the faithful and caring son.. but sometimes i gotta stand up for myself ya know...
like i have to make my point.. no matter what i aint gonna miss church service, and no matter what i deserve my own place and time(and its not like im not home all the time), my room shall not stand any fung sui or auspicious stuffs.. and ill arrange my stuffs as the way i want..
ENOUGH!!
i say
cause all this while ive been living under their rules of so called fung sui... "table must face here, behind where you sit must have that picture, table must have water.." ..
ill say..
"IT'S ALL SOME STUPID MADE UP CRAP FOR THEM TO EARN MORE MONEY!!NO MORE!! IM SICK AND TIRED YOU PLANS THAT HAVE TO BE BASED ON SOME HOROSCOPE CALENDER!!"
ill stand my point, i want nothing else but Jesus
and all this earthly created schemes to only waste ppl's time, money and space will stand no more in my life.
Gosh.. i still dont know why my mum went berserk over small matters..
well.. i kinda know my mum lah.. when shes stress or not happy, she would let it out on anyone nearby... well some one close lah.. like her sons... huhu...
well guess everyone have their time :)
and im still glad that Jesus found me :)
Over & Out,
Dennis
